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SAMANTHAKHOO
07 DEC 91'

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♥ family & friends.
♥ BOA & superjunior.
♥ singing & dancing.
♥ making new friends.
♥ going overseas,shopping.

HATES
X liars
X being accused for nothing.
X do things i dislike/hates.


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  • ♥ Friday, May 30, 2008



    two more days to exam..
    going to study agian ltr at the library. tgt with the whole lots of OI girls(:
    i gonna take photos with them!(: been quite sometime we take photos.

    suppose to have lesson at 8 yesterday. but ended up i overslept.
    i slept till 8plus, do a quick prepare and rush off to sch. went
    i reach sch is already 9plus...
    then was OSA junde was just sitting next to me. he ask me samantha, you overslept right?? OMG! he is so damm pro...then aft that was LDP.there was no air con inside the room and is so stuffy! then teacher decided to cancel off the class. she just take our attendance and so we leave.
    actually wanted to go self-access room to study de. but same the aircon is not working so we leave on to library... tgt with me,apple,shimin,michelle,jiajie and patrick. went to grab our lunch 1st and then we went off to the library. apple didn;t went tgt with us due to some reason.aft that junqiang khenghong weiyi and weihoon come looking for us. was playing cards. girls lose no nid to do 4 fit. guys nid hahas. then aft that we move up to lvl 4 bec at that lvl can make noise. hahas then soon tecky and ray come le.play play play.. michelle and patrick when off then follow by weiyi and weihoon. soon we went back to lvl 3 cause too noisy i cant study. and andrea came. after awhile diana and wahida came. then they went for dinner and then we was joking about khenghong and all the way we keep laughing and laughing been so long i nv laugh till so happy le.. then aft that we saw kenny with his new hairstyle.!hees. ard 8 plus, 8 of us send tecky home. he isnt feeling well.

    dear son, (teckwhye)
    mama very worry for you. pls pls pls. tk care of urself. and remember three things.
    1st: not to eat kimchi again!
    2nd: not feeling well pls see doctor
    3rd: still not feeling don't go work..
    get well soon(: and tk care lots!

    to big dinosaur also:
    tk gd care of your hand. and also if still not well go see doctor alright?
    take care many many! and get well soon!(:

    the rest i will update when i back frm study or some other day!
    byes! tk care!


    story end-ed. 8:49 PM

    ♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008

    alright 2 days have just pass.
    and i have done alot of self reflection.also decided to be back myself.
    which is the old samantha.that is simply because as lots of people are very worry for me. although i keep on saying the same thing, but this time round i really really have to buck up! cant let anything to whirl up my mind again...

    for this week i won't be blogging that much.
    as exam is just NEXT WEEK!!. i have been doing alot of study and i really hope that my result won't dissapoint my family. because before i came to ite, my cousins told me to buck up in studies and ask me to go poly if possible. i know is not IMPOSSIBLE . is whether you want it anot. if i can go poly, i hope to join the tourism course as in part of my dream.

    now is OSA.previous class was LDP, i'm very sry to the teacher i laugh at.
    i didn't know her problems. teacher please forget me as well as my classmates.
    also my charger spolit le.cant charge hp le.): haiis...nvm ba.also mrs ang announce our result out just now in class. my OCM i got a B. my CTR i got a high C. was not very satised for the result i got. so i got brush up myself. and study hard for my last paper.!

    peeps! do give me ur support and ur fullest strength thks!
    also to class OI,

    let's work hard tgt as a class and tgt we proceed on to HIGHER-NITEC!
    ALL THE BEST! MY DEAR CLASS!(:

    story end-ed. 12:21 AM

    ♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008

    she don't want to know.
    she don't want to care.
    she don't want to say.
    she don't want to worry.
    she don't want to be sad.
    she don't want to be in love.
    she don't want to be HAPPY.

    but she wants to :

    TURN INTO SOMEONE WITHOUT FEELINGS.

    sometime is so hurting till i really feel like ending my life.
    why? why? why? why do i always have to take out the 1st step and ended up i'm the one alone clearing up all the mess. when there is no one with me there.
    and why am i always so stupid to like or love the wrong person?? WHY??
    why can't i be like others and have a happy life?
    why can't i have a caring boyfriend when i need him?

    everything is too hard for me to take it.
    is loving someone so hard? isiz so hard to understand a person? isiz so hard to put down the person you like?

    i don't how to continue on with my life.
    other than study, i really don't know how to go on le.

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    story end-ed. 6:31 AM

    ♥ Friday, May 23, 2008




    once again ,
    HAPPY B'DAE JIAJIE![:
    yesterday i did not attend school.
    but i went back school to look for them.as dengjun and junde brought a cake and pizza hut to celebrate jiajie b'dae.
    but when i 1st reach school, i went to access room. as they all was there.
    play viwawa with them. soon we leave. dengjun they all reach le.
    erm...apple though i'm going ruin jiajie b'dae party. but i told her i won't.
    already say is a friend b'dae party how would i be able to spolit it when it is my own problem.
    anw, the party was a nice 1. 1st i go subo jiajie. then that kenny la. go subo me back. but fun...
    hees!.then aft that i went to canteen and i went to chat with weiyi they all. soon junqiang gege come le. so we move to another table then i talk to them abt my problems.i was talking to the 6 of them. junqiang,shimin,meifong,jiajie,dengjun and apple. i already told them not to say out what i say ystdy. so FOREVER! this problem only the 7 of us know nia.(: after that more and more peeps come..but too bad i finish my story le. then went back to the hut. they have their scoccer for awhile and then we leave off to library. i was very angry over smth. URGH!! thks junqiang and jiajie for accompanying me to tk the bus and sry to make JQ walk home JJ thks for taking my bag for me(: i neglet them i was talkin on the phone with irene ahahas.
    i decided to stand up.
    i cant continue like this. alot of peeps is very worry for me.
    i have to walk out of that shadow. but it will take me sometime.
    meanwhile, i wun be talking to him nor sms-ing with him.

    story end-ed. 9:59 PM

    ♥ Thursday, May 22, 2008

    A BRAND NEW DAY FOR SAMANTHA!!

    after 4 times of CRYING out yesterday, i CHANGED to another person.
    a person who don't even regconised herself.
    her SMILE, her LAUGH everything has gone away....*even if she get to smile, can see that is indeed a very FAKE 1.
    what should'nt had happened,still happened.*EXECPTED!
    and instead of being understanding,he turn over and say I'M GIVING HIM ATTITUDE.
    i'm sry to make so many of you's worry.but i'm sure as time goes, i will be back??
    i'm not too sure also. today i did'nt even attend school. just simply because i CRIED too much yesterday. and i was playing under the rain...
    and even kana scolded by andrea.but i know she did that out of corcern. staying at school make my life very miserable. not because i having problems with my friends is because...I BEEN CRYING ALMOST EVERYDAY!.
    you guys might think i'm a cry baby. but sad to say i'm not. i'm just trying to let my stress out by crying.
    but anyway no matter what, i still like to thks all this peeps for been there for me.
    andrea -thks for the console and that warm hug+ that water.
    ray,dengjun,jiajie -thks for accompanying me and andrea till so late.
    kenny -thks for saying that you wanna lend me ur shoulders.*appreaciated!
    shimin -esp to you. you nv fail to be by my side. you nv fail to lend me ur shoulders.
    meifong -thks alot for rushing down to school.
    apple and shahidah -thks for the corcern also. (:*apple even though euu dunno how to console me, but still thks for the corcern.
    weihoon -thks for concern and console.
    to class O.I -thks for the concern also..

    still got lots and lots more to thks. but this peeps was the only guys who notice till i cried 1.
    i cry in class. w/o letting anyone know. but when they saw my expression they already knw.
    i didn't mean to cry in class..but i can't take it le that was part of my reasons why i wanna cry.
    everyone also got NOTICE till i act till very strange. JUST YOU! YOU DID NOT.
    but even you know i doubt you will also come and console me.

    anw, i DUN NID already.
    my blessings to you.(: do tk care.

    also lastly,

    HAPPY 17TH B'DAE TO MY BROTHER, TANG JIAJIE[:
    also not to worry, as is your b'dae today, i won't do anything to spolit the day alright? hees.!

    story end-ed. 7:28 PM

    ♥

    SAMANTHA KHOO IS DEAD!
    SHE HAS NO FEELING.
    SHE DOSEN'T WANNA CARE! SHE DOSEN'T WANNA KNOW!
    SHE IS ALREADY DEAD JUST FOR TODAY!!!!
    I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THOSE MEMORIES THAT HER FRIENDS AND FAMILY GIVEN HER.
    AFTER TOMORROW, SHE IS NTH. A NTH IS EVERYONE EYES. SHE ISIN'T THE SAMANTHA THAT THEY USE TO KNOW.
    I LET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY DOWN.
    I AM USELESS. WHATEVER I DO WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH.
    I'M JUST THAT FCUKIN USELESS.
    HOW I WISH I WILL TURN INTO SOMEONE WITH NO FEELINGS!
    I HAVE ENOUGH!
    GOODBYE GUYS!
    GOODBYES MEMORIES!
    THKS FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO ACCOMPANY ME FOR THIS 16 YR THROUGHOUT.
    I WILL TAKE ALL THOSE MEMORIES TGT WITH ME..
    THKS!

    story end-ed. 12:06 AM

    ♥ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

    change blogskins le.
    same as CHUA SHIMIN.
    dun say i copy her? is we two agreed on the same blogskins hees.!
    when you tell me you gonna die,i'm so worry....
    when you tell me you very tong ku,how i wish i can be by your side.
    when you tell me to take care, i feel very glad.
    when you tell ask me how i'm, i feel that you are very concern for me.
    when i ignore you,you come asking me what happen,and at that point of moment i feel very happy.cause i know you do care for me.(but as a friend only)
    i feel so guility and bad towards you. i don't how to express my feelings for you.
    i know nothing can be FORCED. and i'm sorry for the things i done to you.
    i feel bad towards you.other than sry ,stil sry.
    but i have to tell you, i'm lost! totally lost. lost until i dun wish to care already.
    so sry! but that dosent mean anything. just that i don't wish to bother le.
    like i say before the things that is mine won't go away.
    but the things isin't mine still at last it will go.
    so right now i can only do is to do well in my studies.
    the rest all up to fate! do tk care of urself.

    story end-ed. 12:31 AM

    ♥ Monday, May 19, 2008

    today morning went to see doctor at polyclinic.
    1 hr of registration, 1 hr of visiting the doctor.2 hr gone.and most of the time is just rotting there and wait..wait...wait...
    the doctor give me so many medicine . and the doctor fees + the medicine fees can cost me $9.20. while my mum only give me $10. and that's my doctor fees + my lunch fees.
    collect medicine was pretty fast indeed!got MC for the day.and also 1 week excuse from wearing shoes hahas.=Dand soon went off to granny hse and tk 5 bucks frm her for my lunch money.then quickly took 99 and come back to sch for lesson.saw ziyu and meifong outside hees.then aft break we have our roleplay.GD LUCK O.I GUYS!those ppl that are waiting to be tested are to come to the self access room.is like so funny.the whole room is ours. ms ang book it for us!then at here jiajie say smth that make all of us laugh=D hahas.and aft sch will be going to JE library with OG peeps. last two week le. i want chiong all the way!also like to thks shimin. make you waited for half and hour and make you suffering by accompanying me to see the doctor.


    20 august 2008
    went to sch as normal.
    shimin,michelle and junqiang was waiting for me at the sch busstop. hey thks man guys!(:
    after school, watch those guys kick scoccer. the weather was SUPER DUPER HOT!!! ask them to stop they refuse. me,weihoon and andrea was so worry for them. keep asking them to stop.but ten minutes later, they FINALLY stop.
    ah teck: please take good care of yourself. you always ask me to take care myself when you yourself aren't.also weather is so HOT and yet you still when to play scoccer. one more time i see this i'm going to pull you out of the court.and of course i will also blame your brothers for not taking care of you.
    peeps out there the weather is very very extremly hot recently. to prevent sick PLEASE ! PLEASE! PLEASE! DRINK MORE WATER PLEASE!!!

    19 august 2008

    HAPPY VESAK DAY!

    wake up at 10 and off i went to temple.
    went 3 temple.and of course to bugis chinatown and tamah jurong.
    went 1st temple pray and eat the vegetarian there.2nd temple pray, saw my mum friend.chatted awhile and leave.3rd temple at bugis. pray ,shop and left. then to chinatown to get my sister's gift. as she is going to china for a exchange programme trip.i also get myself a sounvier too.(: then went OG. me and granny was sitting at level 5 there. do nothing. i almost fall asleep.hees(: at 7 plus leave off to tamah jurong and have dinner.that dinner can took us 1 hr to finish. thanks to the food took half and hour to come.zZzZz went home, get changed conference with michelle wee,shimin and meichuan. then off to bed.. extremly tired.was outside the whole day. but was FUN!(: mum shoes drop and she dosent know. dad went in to the security room instead of the lift hahas.=D anw, say already also very long. is funny la. haha!

    18 august 2008

    before we start climbing the mountain.(:

    the top of the hill(:



    was home the whole morning and afternoon.sian.=.=" till evening then went out.
    the guys meet out to study. how i wish i could be with them.but, my parents won't let me out. as my mum say we going out ltr.. and i just wasted my whole morning and afternoon at home.
    dad went in to borrow van. and soon we set off to bukit timah hill. reach there at ard 6 plus. saw monkey when 1st reach there. climb up the hill. so tiring can??=.= but is nth to me la. cause i use to climb the whole marchite within 5hr. hees!and worst still we was the last group to come down. then there is this guard say me. hey little girl cant turn on ur music din you see is status on the board?? and kp nagging away... i just ans orh.igone and walk to the carpark.WTH! will anyone go and notice the signboard?saying that this cant, that cant??anw, whatever! then after that went off to timah ther and eat dinner. wah! DAMM FULL MAN!! aft that head to imm and shop. my mum almost got herself a pair of running shoes. but bec the shop closing soon and that was why we din get. but she tell me that if i next time go out with her, no matter what i want she will get for me. also dun true anot.=X then aft imm we all went home and that was how i spent my day...

    17 august 2008

    HAPPY B'DAE EESHAN SISTER[:


    wake up at 3 plus in the noon.
    no one was home so meet shimin apple and jiajie to study.
    me and shimin was late. ps ah=X then went we reach, we saw apple and jiajie wearing the same color tee. so me and shimin though that both of them are COUPLES!! wahaha! then went to eat 1st,cause i hungry la. then GR they all come and look for us.LOL! all looking at us eat. soo.....PS!
    then soon went off to find jeffery and then saw till EESHAN sister! give her a big hug. as her b'dae.hees.! chatted awhile and went off. also erm, saw wenbin workin at arcade lor. at 9.30 walk over to imm and then 10 went home....

    16 august 2008

    back frm the prata shop. actually was to meet at 10.30.
    that shimin so cute msg me and say that her bus ran away.she waited for 15 then haoburongyi come a bus. and yet she miss that bus.just simply because she is TALKING TO APPLE!!!!!!hahas!~ then that stupid ray and jiajie was sitting at my hse downstair for half an hour. without knowing it.till we meet then i know. also supposiligy was to eat prata which was directly opposite my hse.but they are not open for the day. so we walk till tecky hse there.nth to eat, walk back to michelle hse downstair that kopitiam and eat. but only jiajie and ray eat.shimin drink milo. while me, watching them eat. aft that walk to the playground that is near my house .when there to slack awhile. then the 3 of them send me home and they went off to tk bus. hahas. shimin is so fortunate to have 2 guys send her back home.ahahas=D

    story end-ed. 11:16 PM

    ♥ Friday, May 16, 2008





    wake up at 6.30.morning call tecky and meichuan laopo.
    supposilingy to meet tecky and go sch tgt, but he went back to slp again. and so he is late =.="
    then nvm. went down to bus stop to wait for shimin bus to come. while waiting, infront already got 4 99 buses ran.get up the bus, turn behind, suddenly junqiang standing behind me. scare me.
    then that tecky so gd lor. late liao her aunty still drive him to sch. so gd.
    today lesson as per normal.was informed that next week our class, OI having roleplay test.ehk i havent even start to pratice lor. haiis. and soon we will have our next exam soon.

    2 june 08- OSA
    3 june 08- CTR
    4 june 08- OCM

    i must start to do my revision before everything get mess up!hees.
    aft sch went to queenstown to get our jesery!HOORAY! FINALLY! is done!
    total 11 of us went:
    me,shimin,weihoon(jiejie),weiyi(aiai),junqiang,junde,dengjun,tecky,khenghong,ray,jiajie and guangrong. we walk over to the interchange took bus over. the jounery there was BORED! quite alot of them slpin, tecky psp-ing, me listening to songs and msg-ing hees.reach there le, the stupid shop not yet open. so we went to mac and slack.then aft awhile of resting, me and shimin went to get our food, while the guys went downstairs for laska.at mac lol that shimin wahahas! she drop the fries i went over to tell the person she so gd can? give us a free med fries thks anw.and smth funny happen.i shall tell you guys what happen bahs. i was eating fillet burger while shimin is having chicken burger. as she don't dare to eat the veg, she give it to me. so i mix it with the burger and eat. half way through , i saw HAIR!! eehhhhkkkkk!! then shimin say ask me to tk out then continue eating. is like so .... i dun want so i went over to change. then the person look BLUR.cause she ask me is this a fillet burger or? cause inside is fill with veg.then i say is fillet. she ask me to sit down while she change a new one for me.suddenly the manager walk over with a new burger and apologise to me. then the manager ask: do euu want a special burger?? i add veg for you you want?? then me and weiyi started to laugh laugh till like the place is ours. so loud can??? just gd the guys they came back and look for us. they only saw us laughing but i dun tink they knw what happen execpt for some of them. hees^^. aft tat went off taking the jesery, we change and we went off.

    took bus 51 back to jurong.starting everyone get up the bus the 1st thing they do is to rest. cause everyone is tired. then funny lehs. i start to find smth strange le but i nv care. then till 10 min ltr, then i realise that they actually took the wrong side of the bus! then JD rush down and ask the uncle whr the bus heading to? so they say to hougang! i heard dao le totally staunt.faster get those peeps who are slpin to wake up and we alight at chinatown. took train back. on the way back i cried. bec of my sister la. urghh.. anw, nvm le. then on the way back to jurong, me and shimin giving names to them. but before that weiyi leave us 1st. she is going home through another way. anw is funny la. and i m penguin i love penguin so cute! hees. at commonwealth, khenghong alight. then at jurong is weihoon and junqiang and dengjun. aft that we walk to entertainment to meet kenny.cant go lan ,cant go arcade, so they decided to go kenny hse.so tecky and ray go home.as they dun wanna go. so leave me kenny jiajie junde shimin and me. then walk till half way shimin say tired .so we quickly walk up to look for tecky and ray and take bus back with them.. lols! i pei shimin go her sch tk cert. end up? cant tk!!urghh..

    okays la that all for the day i have to go off le.
    be meeting the shimin jiajie and ray at my hse there as they are going to eat prata there.
    hees.! alright! cya!

    as days goes by, my love increase for you.
    bn wanting to see euu every sec,min,hr,days .
    but still, i knw is impossible. anw, is alright.[:
    as long as my love for you is there can le.[:
    i dun execpt anything in return.all i want is just to love you that's all.[:

    story end-ed. 5:55 AM

    ♥ Wednesday, May 14, 2008






    story end-ed. 10:40 PM

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    bazzar store was ystdy.manage to sell all.
    thks for the support guys!(:

    my life just sux. and is today.
    was sick and stil have to handle that troublesome patrick.
    was so angry that i almost FAINTED.! dashed into class, took my bag and so i just fcuk off that class. everyone's look so staunt.actually i wanted to go home.but shimin they all get me to sit with irene outside while they are having their bazzar store.so i decided to sit there. also thks sheryl & meifong for your lollipop.(: also to irene & co. thks for letting me just to sit there. really feel better when i was outside together with them. hahas. and louis thks for the tibits.LOLS!

    for my 16 yr of living,
    i never ever being so angry before.i never ever for no reasons walk out of class.
    is because of that one fcukin patrick can make me turn to like this.
    you have been repeating and repeating. and i also have mention that i have enough of you!
    if anything is gonna happen to me, i will put all the blame to you. the actions and the movement you do, will makes us hate you for life. and also to let you know. i SWEAR to god, if i'm going to be friends back with you, i will go out and let the car bang. I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW ALSO IT WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN!and simply, you can JUST FCUK OFF!!!!

    am i a stupid??
    when i 1st see you, i though you werent like that.
    but i was wrong. i already know everything since yesterday.
    and that's was the reason why i didn't want to talk to you.
    and my mind being flashing out all those things that you tell me. but it dosent seem that way...
    i don't understand and i can't figure out why would you want to do all these to me when i trusted you so much....
    since this is the case, i have nothing to add on.
    i just want you
    to know that i cry is also because of this problem.

    anw i just x33 you!(:

    also to shimin, jiajie, guangrong and dengjun.
    i can't say that there's nothing that went wrong.
    but anw, really thks for being so thoughful.
    and shimin, thks for being there to listen to my rubbish.
    to dengjun, thks for ur shoulders. even though is only for a short while.!


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    story end-ed. 1:35 AM

    ♥ Monday, May 12, 2008

    lesson as per normal. but today is so SPECIAL.
    mrs ang isnt here. she has something on?? i think so. for OSA same doing all pass yr papers.
    for CTR, doing nothing. and a 2 hr lunch break + a 2 hr early release.whees!~
    have a confront with patrick. asking him why would he want to do a this things?? we really don't understand.

    to patrick: i'm really sick and tired of everything you done to us.if i'm the cause, i will choose to leave this class.i already told you before. anything that you aren't happy with can come straight to me. stop going to those innocent peeps. they have done nothing to you.are you a person who don't understand human language OR a person who we need to use alien language and tell you so that you will stop doing all these.?you aren't tired, but we are. and please we don't have the time to entertain you.ESP all those rubbish that you given us. you can choose to take our advise or leave it. we dun give it a damm also. cause the future is yours.no one is gonna control it no one is gonna give comments to it.so you want to have a FCUKIN LIFE is also ur FCUKIN PROBLEM. and so pls dun come and find us WITH UR FCUKIN ATTITUDE AND UR FCUKIN IRRATING PROBLEMS. like i say, i know i'm not very gd also.but at least i'm willing to change and realise my mistake not like you keep running away from the facts!!!!~

    aft sch, same went to see scoccer. so funny la. today ah teck dancing.
    wahahas!!~kenny also came down today. haiyo dunno how to say la. anw, today was fun[:
    guangrong sry worhs.=x make drop ur psp.and also i been laughing non-stop for friday till now. wahahs!!~lalals!!~gd luck to me bahs tmr. cya! gtg buaiis.! loves!

    my health is getting weaker and weaker. also duno how long can last..
    hoping will last till 100yr ltr. hees!
    be strong! samantha!(:

    story end-ed. 6:33 AM

    ♥ Sunday, May 11, 2008

    sunday! 110508'

    HAPPY MOTHER DAY!
    TO ALL MOTHER'S!! (:

    wake up at 11 in the morning.wash up and went to have breakfast cum lunch.
    meet aunty,couSins at that market. have nasi-lemak for lunch.was freaking full la.
    then get some stuff and head home to granny hse.on the way back, we stop at the petrol station. just to get some air-con and get ice-cream to eat.say til ice-cream, being sometime i eat ice-cream le hahas.^^then aft that we slowly walk back to granny hse.have a small nap, walk home to take my stuff then went back to granny hse again to have my dinner b4 i meet shimin.
    meet her and 6. then we went off to lot 1.wth! there's this girl totally so no manners. i get the seat first and reserve for shimin and she just walk over and sit on the seat. then me and shimin totally staunt dio. worst stil, this girl which is directly opposite me, sit like till wanna fcuk like that. her leg open till so big and she stil kp staring at us..reach CCK then me and shimin just slacking ard.while we was having our dinner, ray and jiajie when to play arcade. also my parents actually came down to lot 1 and look for me(: at 9.15, we all went off to mac sit ther and wait for them to finish work and go home with them tgt.then jus gd i saw this guy! woots! i went CRAZY! TOTALLY CRAZY! jiajie and ray say i siao alr. hahas. i find him very cool lol. and that was why i went crazy.. hahas! at 10 tecky finish work le. then ard 10.15 we leave mac and head home. say til here got abit angry.. was talking on the phone with michelle wee,suddenly my gan-kor call me he say euu at lot 1 right?? then he fool me lol make me walk to the mac and he himself is already at the eslcator.hahas!(: reach home at 11. wah! today extremly busy. aft michelle hang guangrong call in. then half way talking my gan-kor call in so i get guangrong to hang 1st. then while talkin to my gan-kor, shimin and jiajie call in. and stil at that point of moment i was msging tecky and junqiang.finally talk till 12 my gan kor hang le. cause he say he wanna bath. **dun worry since i alr promise you i will do it de!(: alright? just wait for my gd news!(: then aft that jiajie and shimin call in then again suddenly meifong msg me then we ask her to cal in also.chat til ard 1 and go ZzZzZz..

    saturday 100508

    wake up at 11 plus. hahas thks to junqiang.(:
    erm, wake up and wait-ed for shimin that pig to wake up. she wake up le, then went bk to slp again... hahas!
    cause i m using the com lols.then i went off to meet my parents while shimin went off to look for apple they all.erm, was laughing the whole day. thks to my family lols.
    btw, they are DAMM SUPER DUPER RICH. they spent 6 thousand over plus to get those massage chair and massage leg 1.dunno what is that name as. hahas.SUPER DUPER RICH! i can buy tons of things lor.. anw they buy it to filial my grandmum hees.hope that she will enjoy using that!(:

    friday 090508

    schooling,imm,westmall,jurong point.
    that's the places i went for the day.
    also when we was at westmall , alot of things happen. we kana chase out of the library.
    cause we laughing inside.the uncle actually FART-ED. OMG!~
    also weiyi aiai tel me smth.. SECRET* cant be leaked out! sry!*
    and like to thks weiyi weihoon for helping me to pack those stuff .and yuting for doing the poster hees!! LOVEYOUGUYSSOMUCH!
    also erm that was also the day that i went home damm late. slacking down my hse the playground ther.everyone's EMO-IMG! then aft that jiajie and ray sent us back. funny sia. they go off le and they still turn back and look for us. LOL=X thks anw! hahas! reach home bath and slp... hahas!(:

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    ♥ Thursday, May 8, 2008


    now having OSA lesson lehs.
    i finish my pratice le. but i tink wrong.that y i nv continue to do. i'm so kinda of lazy!!!
    exam is coming le. and if i still continue to hack care, i will fail my exam!! urghh..

    late for today pe.
    was waiting for apple at busstop and go to sch with her. she is walkin so fast can??then reach le we two quickly put down our bag and we went to join the guys for running.aft tat we procced to the hall for badminaton. at 1st was apple michelle ilham and fahmi. then i extra go join in but was fun lehs. i kp laughing so is the rest. next up we went to canteen and rest.then that louis say hi so loud scare me lehs. hahaha!(:then aft pe we have our CTR. i got listen to mrs ang talk ok?? she even give me sweets for prasing me.hees.!! then for LPD, do nth. teacher only ask to do reflection and the table. i haven do yet the reflection but the table michelle finish le.also hor, i kp running in and out to the next door to disturb tecky they all. wahaha!so funny..hahas...also today eeshan they all having bazzar stall.i went to get sweets frm them.(: got two packet from them 1 packet i keep another 1 i give tecky! hees.! he cute la. i ask him to share with the guys then he finish all alone! haiyo!and also during my break, laogong msg me then she say she nid help from me then i faster help her..shhh is something that isnt pleasant. cant say.=X aft sch i going to see them kick scoccer again.aft scoccer i will have to go gombak and back to imm to get my project stuff. as for the wrapping i will do it on weekends tgt with shimin they all. hees.!


    7 may 2008
    i'm late for sch again.yeappies!
    i must be siao liao. late also so happy. hahas.
    today aft sch went to imm to gt our stuff that we gonna sell and also meet kenny.then i also see dao my friends i tink see dao 11 of them.5 frm ite another 6 frm batok sec.hahas so qiao lor.
    then aft that we went back to sch to see them takewando.lols.
    me kenny and shimin play uno.but aft awhile shimin slp le.so we nv play le.then i go locker take my books and study. wth! the locker ther so dark and scary and quiet. so SCARY!~
    that all's for the day lol.

    don't know y recently i so tired.
    hahas(:

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    ♥ Tuesday, May 6, 2008




    shit! almost late for sch today.
    oops! is not almost, but is already LATE!
    but who cares? teacher also never scold me or even say me.. hahas.*LAUGHS*

    today class OG having bazzar store. and the things they sell can attract so many peeps to buy.
    frankly speaking, i think that they have the talent in doing business.not only half a day they can sell till 2oo+ OMG! surprise sia...anw, our class OI also got support them by buying their products hahas.^^

    alright. aft the 1 hr break is SBM lesson. i was slping + listening to song + crying.
    everyone's looking so staunt. cause i actually cry..
    but guys,thks for the care! i m alright already!(:

    anw,i'm really lost of words. nth i can do and nth i can say.
    all is my fate. cant blame anyone. :(

    byes!~~
    NICKY LEE.XIANG TAI DUO! i x33 this song !
    你笑着说他是朋友 但你眼中太温柔我的不安那么沉重 只有你不懂他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落所以你说我们不是你和我是我想太多 你总这样说但你却没有 真的心疼我是我想太多 我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由我想我没有错怪了什么虽然你不说 也许错在我太晚我才懂 爱了你太多

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    ♥ Monday, May 5, 2008

    back to blog.
    guys.i'm just wondering should i continue to blog??
    even if i blog out, will everything be solved?? i don't think so.
    but still, i like blogging. at least this is somewhere where i can express my feelings every moment,days and time.

    5 may 2008

    HAPPY B'DAE GRANNY!
    I LOVE YOU ! NO MATTER WHAT.
    since young you was always by my side, i will never ever left you.!
    i love you. thanks accompanying me by my side for so many years.!
    MY ONLY BELOVED GRANDMUM IN MY HEART! FOREVER! ALWAYS! ETERNAL!

    wake up at 7.30 and left for school. today, no idea why. everyone's doing their homework.even teachers are surprise with junde and ziyu. two of them suddenly do their work today.in school nothing much happen. but after school, i totally turn into a siaocharbo! went imm with 7 guys and 1 girl.junqiang,jiajie,junde,dengjun,ray,khenghong,teckwhye and shimin.slack around imm and left to jurong for dinner. that stupid jiajie. really feel like killing him.can make me laugh non-stop and everyone though that i am siaocharbo! hey i'm not! is so funny that can make me go crazy!went to NTUC accompany that "two aunties" to get their stuff. took us so long time la. urghhh... dunno why. the feeling is back again..haiis. i don't wish to mention cause the more i mention the more i want to cry.can say that i am very emo bahs.but i just can't stop from thinking.everything just come and i can't even resist it.

    3 & 4 may 2008

    went jp in the afternoon. just to go there and have a walk. went to kopitiam to have lunch with mum. while waiting for aunt and my sister to come. went sister come, the two of us went off to get present for the mothers and soon i took uncle's koh lorry in.at night, gathering time.for mother day cum granny b'dae! everyone was here. even ah hong(kelvin) friend was here. HE FORGET ME LE..!:( still remember that time he was the one who pour me wine and we even CHEERS before we drink. just the two of us.he can actually forget.. till i say then he remember who am i.diao=.=" tons of peeps went down and there was buffet for everyone.the food was too much that we cant even finish.then settle down play pool, sing ktv,use computer watch movie drink wine chit-chatting and many more.. as for me?? hahas.i was running about like siaocharbo!and i even drink wine tgt with those adults hahas^^then till ard 10 lucky draw time! guess did i get any prizes?? OF COURSE I GET! hahas.even x'mas that time i also get. I'M JUST SO LUCKY ALRIGHT?? next up b'dae cake. hahas!~ everyone seem enjoying i enjoy alot too.dunno why i love this family so much.esp GATHERING. actually sad to say is not everyone is there.so still got quite a number of my family members didnt not turn up.but is alright.11 plus so go home while some did not.20+ of my family members actually stay behind my cousin hse. is already 1 plus and everyone's still not asleep yet! woots! i 5 then sleep. cause 11-1 was conferencing with the same old peeps.3-5 was talking to that SOMEBODY!! hees! thks and sry to waste ur time.(:

    as for sunday.
    ROTTING MY WHOLE DAY AT MY COUSIN HSE.

    i guess i really have fake ignorance.
    the things i know, i have to act i don't know.
    maybe by doing all this will make me feel better ?? i myself also dunno.
    frankly speaking,
    i'm in GREAT PAIN!.i'm SUFFERING! but who to tell?? even though i tell already, will things turn out to be a better one?? i guess nope.i dunno. i really dunno.
    haiis.nvm silent love. let me love you .all i want is this that's all. let me stay by you silently.i won't disturb you or even give you any pressure. let's things take it nature course.


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    ♥ Saturday, May 3, 2008

    trip back to bukit batok sec.x33.












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    ♥ Friday, May 2, 2008

    2 may 2008.

    was late for sch. whn i 1st step into class, teacher ask me go over to get my CTR paper.
    outcome 50/100.just pass.was happy.cause i really study very hard. and last min..oh my gosh~ i forget quite alot of answer and that why i only got 50.if i were to remember, i can tell you 90 marks also no problem.hahas.(: was bored.no lesson today. was using the computer the whole lesson. hees. checking out at friendster and blogger.as for OSA, we are practing our execl as exam is near the corcern.but quite a number of us,din really do hahas.=Xwas playing a new game that jiajie intro us.was fun. as for LPD,teacher only ask us to do the timetable as is part of our project.same lor.quite alot of us didn't do we are playin game boy, psp, DS lite. the whole day of lesson is playin and playing.after school,went to have lunch, and somethings happen in canteen.and so then i sit beside tecky and of course tgt with eeshan and sandra.**ps if spell wrong.chatt-ed alot.i tink also got abt 30-45 min?? hahas. then aft that uncle ray come pick us up.hahas. they play scoccer for awhile,then me sioksian and daphne join them and play.actually din wanna play. tecky pull me in so play lor.hey but fun lehs hees.then everyone is tired so decided to rest at the hut... then guess what up next?? playin UNO at the hut there. got me jiajie shimin tecky guangrong junqiang and dunno who la. i tink that's all?? then we subo here and there fun indeed. erm, play heart attack also.whees~aft that they have their last game and we left.me shimin and jiajie then went imm. cause jiajie wanna go and shimin go home also got nth to do.so i go with them.went to mac and have dinner.aft that went up to the void deck there to dicuss abt the bazzar store stuff.and went off to popular to see stuff for the project. then walk over to tk bus at jurong and home sweet home

    1 may 2008

    HAPPY LABOUR DAY!
    wake up at 8 plus. was to meet ray khenghong tecky guangrong and jiajie to queenstown to get our jesery done.but whn me and jiajie reach ther, i only get to see guangrong.then aft that they accompany me to kopititam to have my breakfast cum lunch.then went off to arcade to wait for khenghong tecky and ray.jiajie and GR was playin but i didnt play i was playin with GR psp.soon KH come le. and soon ray. then at 1 plus, tecky then come.=.=" and soon again went to arcade cause tecky wanna go.then i was so bored till i get shimin zarbo to come. hahas. aft that went off to KPOOL. and i win jiajie. WHEES!~aft my game i accompany shimin to eat. then weihoon come and look for us. hees.!(: before that weiyi and yuting came looking for us for awhile and then they left.cause they got meet ppl.3 plus tecky go off le.he going for work. aft he left, we also left. we left off to lot1.but suddenly, on the way to lot 1, ray called and say that the shop is open for the day.at 1st whn he reach he did mention saying that the shop is closed for the day. and then suddenly say is open and everyone got to get down the train at bukit gombak and train down to commonwealth and tk bus to queenstown.on the way ther...woots so many FUNNY THINGS CAN HAPPEN.!jesery is done and half of the payment was made.aft that we went bk to lot 1 to look for apple as she is waiting there for us.oops.. and kenny also. but KH,GR and WH din tag along with us....went home at 9 plus..btw, i almost forget.=X that ray and tecky actually break the record of the basketball ther. wah! awesome!~~

    30 april 2008

    hummppp...was in the lab for the whole day. as we are assigned to there.
    and definetly, every wed we will be in the lab.is so cold can?? lols!~
    aft sch wanna to see someone, so just sit ther and wait for that someone to walk out then i go out.
    but when he walk pass the hut, i faster run inside and see them play scoccer cause i ps luhs=x. then aft he left le, then me and shimin left.as she dosen wanna stay ther. hees. went to jurong east and have our dinner.then till 6 plus we went off to tk bus back to sch to see them takewando.erm,, so me and shimin and kenny sit ther and wait for them.hees.^^this time rd got kenny accompany us LOLS!~fun! he kp entertaining us.hahas!~ i laugh till....anw was fun lol.went home tgt with them. at night conferencing with them again.. but only for awhile cause got someone cal me aft they hang up.. i chat with that someone for 1 hr plus?? then aft that i get that someone to hang cause i want that someone to go slp.as that someone is very tired. hees!^^.
    to someone: ur secret are safe with me!(:

    29 april 2008

    went to help michelle to get taiwee number. hahas. she is so SUPER DUPER HIGH ALRIGHTS???and today i went to sent dinosaur and irene they all to busstop.also thks irene for the lollipop euu given me...also to shimin. erm,,then i went bk to look for them as they are playin scoccer.then weiyi and weihoon came lookin for us. and me was chatting on the phone with irene. hahas! then aft i hang up, i went to chit-chat with them and i was dancing there wahahas! like SIAOCHARBO like that hees....

    28 april 2008

    today interesting. patrick got things to tel us but aft he finish saying, i stil find that he wun change no matter what. so no point talkin all this rubbish..hahas.and funny stil, someone actually ahem him.. wahaha!~ i guess he dunno bahs??whatever! anw, that's all for the week.

    i'm confused with everything that's ard me.
    i dunno who to choose.and i dunno what are they thinking abt.
    actually, all i wanted is only to be with the guy i x33.
    just as simple as that. but things dosent seem to goes that way.haiis...
    I'M LOST! I'M USELESS.!i dun even knw what i want. haiis.
    see how things goes 1st then i wil decide what to do next.
    my next wish is JUST TO BE WITH YOU.!

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