SAMANTHA(:

♥ Monday, May 5, 2008

back to blog.
guys.i'm just wondering should i continue to blog??
even if i blog out, will everything be solved?? i don't think so.
but still, i like blogging. at least this is somewhere where i can express my feelings every moment,days and time.

5 may 2008

HAPPY B'DAE GRANNY!
I LOVE YOU ! NO MATTER WHAT.
since young you was always by my side, i will never ever left you.!
i love you. thanks accompanying me by my side for so many years.!
MY ONLY BELOVED GRANDMUM IN MY HEART! FOREVER! ALWAYS! ETERNAL!

wake up at 7.30 and left for school. today, no idea why. everyone's doing their homework.even teachers are surprise with junde and ziyu. two of them suddenly do their work today.in school nothing much happen. but after school, i totally turn into a siaocharbo! went imm with 7 guys and 1 girl.junqiang,jiajie,junde,dengjun,ray,khenghong,teckwhye and shimin.slack around imm and left to jurong for dinner. that stupid jiajie. really feel like killing him.can make me laugh non-stop and everyone though that i am siaocharbo! hey i'm not! is so funny that can make me go crazy!went to NTUC accompany that "two aunties" to get their stuff. took us so long time la. urghhh... dunno why. the feeling is back again..haiis. i don't wish to mention cause the more i mention the more i want to cry.can say that i am very emo bahs.but i just can't stop from thinking.everything just come and i can't even resist it.

3 & 4 may 2008

went jp in the afternoon. just to go there and have a walk. went to kopitiam to have lunch with mum. while waiting for aunt and my sister to come. went sister come, the two of us went off to get present for the mothers and soon i took uncle's koh lorry in.at night, gathering time.for mother day cum granny b'dae! everyone was here. even ah hong(kelvin) friend was here. HE FORGET ME LE..!:( still remember that time he was the one who pour me wine and we even CHEERS before we drink. just the two of us.he can actually forget.. till i say then he remember who am i.diao=.=" tons of peeps went down and there was buffet for everyone.the food was too much that we cant even finish.then settle down play pool, sing ktv,use computer watch movie drink wine chit-chatting and many more.. as for me?? hahas.i was running about like siaocharbo!and i even drink wine tgt with those adults hahas^^then till ard 10 lucky draw time! guess did i get any prizes?? OF COURSE I GET! hahas.even x'mas that time i also get. I'M JUST SO LUCKY ALRIGHT?? next up b'dae cake. hahas!~ everyone seem enjoying i enjoy alot too.dunno why i love this family so much.esp GATHERING. actually sad to say is not everyone is there.so still got quite a number of my family members didnt not turn up.but is alright.11 plus so go home while some did not.20+ of my family members actually stay behind my cousin hse. is already 1 plus and everyone's still not asleep yet! woots! i 5 then sleep. cause 11-1 was conferencing with the same old peeps.3-5 was talking to that SOMEBODY!! hees! thks and sry to waste ur time.(:

as for sunday.
ROTTING MY WHOLE DAY AT MY COUSIN HSE.

i guess i really have fake ignorance.
the things i know, i have to act i don't know.
maybe by doing all this will make me feel better ?? i myself also dunno.
frankly speaking,
i'm in GREAT PAIN!.i'm SUFFERING! but who to tell?? even though i tell already, will things turn out to be a better one?? i guess nope.i dunno. i really dunno.
haiis.nvm silent love. let me love you .all i want is this that's all. let me stay by you silently.i won't disturb you or even give you any pressure. let's things take it nature course.

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