SAMANTHA(:

♥ Thursday, May 22, 2008

A BRAND NEW DAY FOR SAMANTHA!!

after 4 times of CRYING out yesterday, i CHANGED to another person.
a person who don't even regconised herself.
her SMILE, her LAUGH everything has gone away....*even if she get to smile, can see that is indeed a very FAKE 1.
what should'nt had happened,still happened.*EXECPTED!
and instead of being understanding,he turn over and say I'M GIVING HIM ATTITUDE.
i'm sry to make so many of you's worry.but i'm sure as time goes, i will be back??
i'm not too sure also. today i did'nt even attend school. just simply because i CRIED too much yesterday. and i was playing under the rain...
and even kana scolded by andrea.but i know she did that out of corcern. staying at school make my life very miserable. not because i having problems with my friends is because...I BEEN CRYING ALMOST EVERYDAY!.
you guys might think i'm a cry baby. but sad to say i'm not. i'm just trying to let my stress out by crying.
but anyway no matter what, i still like to thks all this peeps for been there for me.
andrea -thks for the console and that warm hug+ that water.
ray,dengjun,jiajie -thks for accompanying me and andrea till so late.
kenny -thks for saying that you wanna lend me ur shoulders.*appreaciated!
shimin -esp to you. you nv fail to be by my side. you nv fail to lend me ur shoulders.
meifong -thks alot for rushing down to school.
apple and shahidah -thks for the corcern also. (:*apple even though euu dunno how to console me, but still thks for the corcern.
weihoon -thks for concern and console.
to class O.I -thks for the concern also..

still got lots and lots more to thks. but this peeps was the only guys who notice till i cried 1.
i cry in class. w/o letting anyone know. but when they saw my expression they already knw.
i didn't mean to cry in class..but i can't take it le that was part of my reasons why i wanna cry.
everyone also got NOTICE till i act till very strange. JUST YOU! YOU DID NOT.
but even you know i doubt you will also come and console me.

anw, i DUN NID already.
my blessings to you.(: do tk care.

also lastly,

HAPPY 17TH B'DAE TO MY BROTHER, TANG JIAJIE[:
also not to worry, as is your b'dae today, i won't do anything to spolit the day alright? hees.!

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