SAMANTHA(:

♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008

she don't want to know.
she don't want to care.
she don't want to say.
she don't want to worry.
she don't want to be sad.
she don't want to be in love.
she don't want to be HAPPY.

but she wants to :

TURN INTO SOMEONE WITHOUT FEELINGS.

sometime is so hurting till i really feel like ending my life.
why? why? why? why do i always have to take out the 1st step and ended up i'm the one alone clearing up all the mess. when there is no one with me there.
and why am i always so stupid to like or love the wrong person?? WHY??
why can't i be like others and have a happy life?
why can't i have a caring boyfriend when i need him?

everything is too hard for me to take it.
is loving someone so hard? isiz so hard to understand a person? isiz so hard to put down the person you like?

i don't how to continue on with my life.
other than study, i really don't know how to go on le.

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