me and my another two sisters are now facing the same problems.
and is always the SAME PROBLEMS!!! esp ME & SHIMIN.
what's wrong with you guys? can't we just like you all? isiz a fault/mistake to like you guys????
and what's the problem with us? are we so ugly till that we go out people will just keep staring at us with that kind of looks?? yes. we arent pretty. but at least we are true to our feelings when it come to relationship. no one is at fault. i can understand. but why isiz that always those girls that who tends to look so cute and prettier than us will also get to stand a chance first? and when you guys told us girls that you guys dont really go for looks. is that true?? i don't think so alright?? girls are always crying for guys, and guys are always giving that kinda of HACK CARE attitude.
anw, i also wish to make my stand clear. those ppl who know me well should know that how i am a person to you all. i'm just someone who always secretly like that person, and DON'T EXCEPT ANYTHING IN RETURN! wanting me to give up can but it will take me a long long time. saying all this dosent prove anything. but this is how i'm handling my feelings nor relationship with. and my cousin even told me this :" to refrain yourself from getting hurt, don't ever put in ur 100% feelings to it." and this is what she told me. but still, i can't do it.
no matter what, i still like to let my two sister from ite to know that no matter what, if you guys wanna cry, cry tgt.. alright??
went jurong point with shimin and co. after that we bus down to vivo. took us an hr?? on the way there. silent in progress! no talking but crying yes. when we change to the second bus,i did talk to jiajie. lols !~ get down the bus and go straight up to the roof top? i love that place so much! because i can get to relax at there.was talking to shimin due to her personal problem make her...hais dun say le. then went off to kopitiam as jiajie and co wanna eat. so went there. i was laughing like MAD!! so funny lol. slack there till 8 and we train back. the guys send me back home. cried again in the train..then after that we walked till 600+ de building there bec i get __ to call me then everything settle. erm, actually the guys wanna send me home. but bec half way through shimin walk off. i cant chase up bec of some personal problem. then aft ___ hang, apple called. she pei me chat from my aunt hse to my hse. ahahah! then again at night conferenc-ing.
secret gang peeps all in! but sad thing is all of them get to work only i nv in.. haiis. and they kp talking abt working stuff make me very piss off. bec i very sad cant work tgt with them.. haiis.
then nvm suddenly dakorkor call me then i talk to korkor talk till all of them hang up. wahahaa! ps ah guys haiis.. dunno la. all i can say is i'm very moody for the whole entire day. and very sad also..
WHO CAN HELP ME???? WHO WILL BOTHER ME????
WHO TO TELL?? HAIIS......HELP!!!!I GONNA CRAZY!!!!!!! ARRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Cindy
